Gilthånås' Journal: Page Five

 To whomever reads this.

If you have read the other four pages, you know well now the story of my life on Murder Row and my tour of duty in Outland. But today, I have decided to talk about something different, today's page will be more on philosophy than anything else.

Life is a constant, as is Death. To understand yourself truly, you have to travel through most of your lifetime to figure out who you truly are. Part of that is accepting who you are, changing it if need be, but knowing that this is who you are at the core. A criminal for instance, is often defined by that title on the outside, but many criminals are honest people who have fallen on hard times. If your family is starving, its logical to steal bread to feed them, but when they do that, the authorities say "No" even though most likely they would do the same in that situation.

Enter what I call the concept of an anti-saint. Many people do what is right, or they think is right, through illegal means, it is because of this that we have wars and conflicts. Everyone is born with a different point of view, but almost always, we adhere to one side or the other. Good and Evil.

Good and Evil are the flip sides of the same coin and are whichever side you are on versus the side that you aren't on. Good and Evil are points of view defined by how we and other people see the world.

Those murkbloods I fought in Zangarmash obviously though they were the good side, the chosen people, even if we didn't. To them, we were the invaders, the demons, the hostile enemy who would stop at nothing to exterminate them.

Everyone sees others differently and thats just the way it is.

nothing new has happened yet, but tomorrow's page will have more content.

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