Thrall'tukk
As We Wait
I told Thrall’tukk once, that if I had my way, I would stay at home, be a tailor, and never fight again. He didn’t believe me, and I’m starting to believe he was right. I am certainly at home more now that I have been in recent days, but I find there are times when I just have to, move.
Pand is kind enough to check in on Leiral those short times I’m gone, and I’m terrified that she’ll wake up when I’m away. I believe she’d forgive me, she understands the need to go, but I don’t think I’d ever forgive myself.
I just can’t seem to help it.
One Thing At A Time
"Bless you, mortals, for this release....Hakkar controls me no longer!"
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Journal Page Fourteen: Of Sex and Souls
(( Wanted to post this last Thursday, but I forgot it at work and didn't want to re-write it :P ))
Tabaqui thought I was a virgin. It wasn't an accurate assessment, but I can see why she thought so. She also seemed to think that just having a living, female, body again would make me want sex automatically, which also wasn't accurate.
The truth is, I've never really cared about it one way or the other. It was enjoyable, certainly, but it's not exactly a requirement for intimacy, or well, for anything else. Before it was just, a language. A shared method of communicating what was thought and felt when there was no other way. Even when I got a handle on the odd mercenary's cant, I really didn't have to words to express how I felt, and that just worked better.
And really, whether I ever have it again, I honestly don't care.
Feel It Turn
(( Originally posted March 12, 2007 @ RealmPortal ))
I knew he loved me. I'm not quite oblivious enough to have missed that. I just thought that nothing could come of it, nothing more than we already shared, anyway. It was impossible before, I couldn't have--
Nothing's the same anymore.
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Journal Page Nine: Of Letters and Silence
(( Originally posted February 23, 2007 @ RealmPortal ))
I don't know what else I can do. I'm trapped here, probably too weak to even get to the Portal, much less survive on the other side of it. At least I'm getting some answers. Skornd wrote back, but hasn't seen Tukk. Solielle's letter was sent back, though. They couldn't find her. How can the MAIL not find someone? So now I'm not only worried about Tukk, but his mother, too.
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Letters to Thrall'tukk, 6
(( Originally posted February 6, 2007 @ RealmPortal ))
Dear Thrall'tukk,
How have you been? Are you still staying in Silvermoon? I'm sorry I haven't been back to visit like I said I would. I find certain places, complicated, to be in right now. Unfortunately, the city is one of them.
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Where We Start From
(( Originally posted January 25, 2007 @ RealmPortal ))

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Have a Stop
(( Originally posted January 24, 2007 @ RelamPortal ))

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It's Not the Fall...
(( Originally posted January 1, 2007 @ RealmPortal ))
Bluff Diving. Sort of a tradition, I guess. I hadn’t spent much time in Thunder Bluff last New Year’s, and I was rather dead for the one proceeding that, so I didn’t really know. It sounded like fun though, when Thrall’tukk asked if I wanted to try it. Besides, it wasn’t like I talked about other moments looking over those edges, so I didn’t see anything else in the offer.I probably should have changed my mind after getting so flustered. Stone the nice, but very unclothed, druid we met by the pond asking if Thrall’tukk was my Bull, and his answer. I still hope he wasn’t offended that I didn’t know what to say to that. Then that other, awful Tauren, so horrendously rude. Maybe I wasn’t exactly focused.
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Letters to Thrall'tukk, 5
(( Originally posted November 30, 2006 @ RealmPortal ))
Dear Tukk,
I’m sorry it took me so long to answer your letter. I was preparing to come home, and then was so eager to do so that I forgot to check the mailbox before leaving Hammerfall! Speaking of which, I am back again, and trying to find a way to make certain Keir gets back to your mother. Do you think the stable master in Thunder Bluff would recognize him if I can’t find her?
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Thrall'tukk
(( Originally posted November 28, 2006 @ RealmPortal ))
She's sitting in her room, a small blaze going in the fireplace, making a list in her diary. Beaches, ones that actually mean something to her: Sen'jin, Grom'gol, Revantsuk, each about as far from the other as they can get. She's not exactly looking forward to the run around, but she thinks it'll work. It'll also take a little more time than she wants.
The letter from Tabaqui sits on the bed beside her, news that things aren't exactly going well, or maybe aren't going well. She can't really tell and her response hasn't prompted an update. It's getting close to time to leave, she thinks, but not quite. Something's still unsettled, and she's not exactly certain what it is.
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Letters to Thrall'tukk, 4
(( Originally posted November 20, 2006 @ RealmPortal ))
(( Arrives with a medium-size flat rectangular package wrapped in cloth. ))
Dear Thrall'tukk,
I'm sorry to bother you with this, but I was hoping you would do me a favour. I found this in the attic of my parent's home. I'm worried that if I keep it her I'll it'll get damaged.
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Letters to Thrall'tukk, 3
(( Originally posted November 14, 2006 @ RealmPortal ))
Dear Thrall'tukk,
I'm sorry, I should have written you sooner. I arrived at the farm safely, and Keir is making certain I stay that way. Tabaqui sent her owl Xari with me, in case I need to send for help quickly, so there's no need to be worried about me.
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Diary: Page Forty
(( Originally posted November 1, 2006 @ RealmPortal ))
I'm going to go away for a while. Sakti's doing all right, even if she did wear herself out before I could take her to see Doctor Vines the other day. Besides, she's getting tired of staying in one place, she has to be tired of me hovering around her, too. She's well enough to make it to Orgimmar and back, at least, and I don't think she'll get into too much trouble. Not that I'd know about it beforehand if she did, even if I stayed.I just, have to figure out what I want. Everything I was planning, now, I'll be doing it for myself and not because I'm hurting someone else, and that's harder. And honestly, I don't think I can find my own motivation when I'm so surrounded by everyone else's. I need to hear myself, and I can't right now. So, I suppose it's not a surprise that other people aren't listening either.
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Letters to Thrall'tukk, 2
(( Originally posted October 24, 2006 @ RealmPortal ))
Dear Thrall'tukk,I had intended to write you back sooner, but my time seems to disappear on me. It's a contrary thing, time. Never enough when you want it, and far too much when you wish it gone.
But I suppose I should start by saying that I'm all right, given the content of my last letter. I haven't stopped altogether of yet, though I did try and fail on that account, but I'm leaning mostly of the aspects of fire at my disposal. It, well, it didn't go so well at first, and I probably made a lot of people mad at me. I'm getting better, though. I never would have suspected that fire would draw more attention to me than the shadow of the Nether, but it does. I'm practising with combinations, distance, and timing, which seems to be going okay.
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Letters to Thrall'tukk, 1
(( Originally posted October 13, 2006 @ RealmPortal ))
Dear Thrall'tukk,
I'm sorry it took me so long to write. The weeks since we saw each other last have been eventful, to say the least. I hope your training is progressing, and that you and your family are well.
The last time we talked, I think I asked you if it had been difficult for you, no longer being a warlock. I have another similar question to ask now, maybe harder, maybe not. I hope you will forgive me for bringing up the subject again. I just, don't know who else to ask.
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