Oh, Sorry, I Forgot.

Journal,

I have not wrote in you awhile and I appologize for that. I should not have ignored you in the way that I have, but you should understand my fear of a certain person getting keeping tabs on me so easily. That is why there are runes upon each of your pages now; the green one actually makes your pages look blank to anyone but the person writing, and the sky-blue one wards specifically demons from touching you or using any powers on you. I should put a few others down, just in case, but I have not had the time to keep you in the shop.

You see, it has been a good month since my last entry, and let me tell you a LOT has happened in that small amount of time. I wish I could say that they are all for the best, but I feel somewhat like they are slowly pulling me down further and further. Everyone has their ups and downs though, so I am not going to let them get to me. But before that, I really should explain to you ... I mean, you have not been around for a while.

Lets start with the biggest news. Count Daras Goldleaf and his fiancee/wife Olette Umbra have officially resigned from their seats on the Convocation. With their new family they have decided to travel the world and have adventures. It somewhat frustrated me, journal, when they told this to me over tea at the Silvermoon Inn; they just had a child and they want to bring it through the devastation of adventures where they could be ultimately killed? So what if there are Spirit Healers, at one point they might not be as lucky as to be brought back from their death. In fact, with all these Spirit Healers bringing nine-out-of-ten people back from being killed I am surprised we have not completely run out of resources on Azeroth. It is becoming a waste-land, you can just tell.

Anyway, with Lady Umbra and Count Goldleaf gone there are two Convocate seats available. One is actually my boss, the Exterior seat, dealing with relations with those of other races. It can be a dangerous job, expecially if you say something wrong and next thing you know you are pinned to a wall with a knife in your throat. (Yes, I have seen that happen ... ok it was in the paper.) The other is the seat of the Interior, which I actually think it more of a "keep the city looking pretty and healthy" kind of job. I actually don't know much about it.

Next thing on the list, the relationship between Jasper and I ... and the rumors on my relationships with others. Yes, we already have it pretty established that Jasper and I will never be together and will always be nothing more than friends, but there have been some odd moments. You see, Jasper and I have been awkwardly close as of late, mainly in the fact that he doesn't trust anyone else. It is obvious that there are people who believe him and I are actually in a serious relationship, yet we have not even held hands unless it was me comforting him.

But on top of people believing I am with the Lord Nox, there are rumors I have had wind of mentioning a crush or relationship between the Magister Ranidaris Sorin'von. I don't know how they got that one. Yeah so what that I have been fascinated by his magical technique and calming personality, he is a great councilor when it comes to dealing with magicks and that is what he has been for me recently.

That reminds me, magic. I am finally getting a hang of this whole willing the energy or spirits thing. Yes, I said spirits. I have been training with many different people of different backgrounds and fields. Lady Kaelo has been a wonderful help in the ways of druidism, as has Master Lighthoof. The spirits are difficult to understand, but I have been slowly progressing with Miss Torntusk of the Revantusk tribe. I know, it does seem a bit odd that I am dabbling in multiple ways that energy is moved, but you know me, I like to learn a little of everything rather than focus on one thing.

Don't worry, Journal, I am still looking into that of a arcainist(sp), in fact Luminash Dawnwing, now a Kirin Tor Ambassador to Silvermoon, has been a great help, as he always is. Yeah sure, he may be difficult to deal with at times, but unlike so many other people I actually enjoy his company and conversations. Actually ... I miss them. But I have been lucky to have the very intelligent and patient Magister Ranidaris; see that is why I have been around him, he has been helpful more than ever.

Other things that happened ... well I don't really know. A quick recap just incase you don't want to read this over and over again to make it stain your pages might be nice. First, Daras and Olette left, telling me that I am the best candidate for the Convocate of the Exterior. Oh, I didn't tell you about that part? Crap ... well I can't really write much more tonight due to another session of druidism yet to go to that I have a feeling I will be late for if I don't leave now. Just expect to see more about me and my campaign to becoming a Convocate in the near future.

Oh! Over-view! Right! Daras and Olette leaving the Convocation and I am running for a seat in office. I am not dating anyone and hope that those rumors die out. I am learning druidism, shamanism, mage ... mage-ism? I don't think that is a word ... oh well. Spirit Healers will only overpopulate our world, but I do thank them for doing it. All around, interesting.